Thug Life

So, I’m 19 and pregnant. I’m due November 20th. I am currently staying at my mom’s house and my boyfriend (who is 21) is staying at his grandparents house. We want our own place, believe me. Staying with my mom is hell. Especially when my sister and her 3 kids with her boyfriend all live here too including my brother. Thats 8 people in one house. Way too many people. I dont like a lot of people as it is so I stay in my room most of the time. I just leave when I’m hungry or have to go to the bathroom. Anyways, I cant work since I’m so far along. I tried getting a job but no luck. He recently got a job at Wal-Mart on the night shift. We agreed that when he got his paycheck, he would only use some of it for gas to get to and from work and he would save up so we can get our own place. Well, when he finally did get his first paycheck. It was only $197 because it only had one week on it. I came to find out that he’s been buying his grandparents (who are chain smokers) cigarettes, he bought a month of xbox live, he’s filled up his grandparents car twice (they have a SUV, so that wasnt cheap), he bought me flowers (yes, sweet but still wasting money!), and he’s been buying food to eat everyday. His whole first check is gone! I’m so pissed. I been telling him nonstop to not spend money. To save up because we have a month before the baby comes and we really need our own place. Plus my mom’s been trying to kick me out. She said I cant live here for free. Like, does she not know I’m pregnant and cant get a job! If I could get a job, i would in a heartbeat. I hate relying on someone else. I could save up and get it myself and not have to worry about anything else! But no. I have to rely on him and all he’s doing is wasting. It is really testing our relationship because I’m so determined to break up with him and find someone who will man up. Yes, I do have his baby but if he doesnt grow up and take care of his family… He wont have a family anymore. Just a child who he wont get custody of and baby mama drama. What am I gonna do with him… :(